Aargh... Allaahumma... it's already a month since i feel very-very "motivated".. or maybe i could call it obsessive? or maybe too obsessive,? I'm working hard just like crazy, learning hard, do business hard. Or maybe i can say :: TOO HARD. Blatantly, overreaching myself... working like there's no tomorrow, ... Dreams. My dreams. Those are the fuel of my craziness. I really push myself far away to catch my own dreams. Dreams about this, that, ... dreams about these, those, ... dreams about make him happy, make her happy, make them happy, and of course make myself happy. But today suddenly i feel so weak.. it feels like i'm playing with my own heart, my own life... I apparently catching up for, moving towards something, .... but in the fact is that those **dreams** of mine are already destined, even far before I born... I think that if I overdo myself i could make my dreams nearer and faster to becoming reality. But today, I think clearly that it doesn't se...